Thursday, August 23, 2012
MOther always wants to give the best for her kiddos and its really big thing and affects me every time they get hurt and wounded.. If only I can just carry all the pain and burden they have.. I will love to do so..
One more thing that hates me when every time they longed and asked for their dad.. really affects on their life. sometime I cried when they asked me Mom, why Dad doesnt go down the plane why he is always up there in the sky is he not getting tired? ( Akira's young mind question) Even I told them daddy is in the USA and working there .. I can also see in their eyes when they see their classmates and playmates being picked up in their fathers arm and twirled about. So when there's a time my brother visit us in our house he asked him.. tito can you be just my Dad?
Lee been with her dad twice and Kirs just once and she was about 2 years old that time. It's really so saddy to for my kids part knew the healthy love and validation.. encouragement and esteem that a father can provide to his kids ......
I just wish the kids dont feel the rejection and abandonment .. Hope they still built him like an idol on the shirene; a hero to rescue if they are lost and has a broken wings or heart...
Girls first love is their DAD.. the one who gives daughters grace, wisdom and esteem by giving her grace, teaching them wisdom and feeding them self esteem with love, words and unfailing commitment to raise his little girl to become the women she was created to become.
I know my kids love thier Dad but they are looking for the fatherly figure and a heroic figure while they grow up..
BUt, MoMmy's always here for them and tried to give the best for my kids.. even I know its aint enough..
I just loVe them so much! and I can sacrifice even my own happiness just to make them happy .. Watching them grow and been part of their life is a great achievements in life!!
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